fearing the unknown

I really don't know how I'm gonna cope with you going away. One part of me wants to scream and sulk and make you promise to stay here by my side always. But the other side of me feels incredibly proud and happy to see you go after what you want for yourself. I'm glad you're doing what makes you happy and all I want is to stand by and see you through it. Just wanted to let you know that you don't need to worry about me, i will be okay :)